I love little reminders. The eagles name is Evelynn, the same name as my guardian angel.
With Love
Katie x x x
Monday, 31 August 2009
Evelynn
I love little reminders. The eagles name is Evelynn, the same name as my guardian angel.
With Love
Katie x x x
Just be...and let them be
Wednesday 26th Aug 2009
My daughter has been feeling less than happy of late and is choosing to work through it on her own after a particular difficult day I wrote this.
Jade had left when I got home the light was on in the front room and thought she was in. There were dishes in the sink, the hair stuff was where it was left after doing her hair, and there were cups in the front room. As I walked around my mind started to go to how things were today.
Jade barely spoke to me, when she had to I could not hear what she was saying as she was choosing to speak to quietly, it frustrated me but I said nothing, the more I said I could not hear her the quieter she got until she said it did not matter what she was saying.
Facebook update
The familiar call of 'join me in my pain' came today I chose not to respond in my usual way that disregards the persons right to their feelings and my thinking I know best. I let them to be where they chose to be and I did what was best for me...it was not easy
I was worried as it seemed as though she was still there or she left in a hurry
I txt her and told her how I felt and as I typed 'it's hard being your parent from a distance' I realised that I am not carrying out the role the way that I think I should or even want to. I am trying to be the mother I never had, one that was always there to listen, knew when something was up and had arms ready and open to fall into...it hurts that Jade does not want this.
Again I am at that place where I want to be needed, wanted, I want Jade to want to talk to me and she does not, I want her to want me to hold her and she dose not. I see myself in her and in seeing myself in her I want her to want the things I wanted and she does not. It hurts to feel you are not wanted and it makes me want to feel wanted by the very thing that I feel rejected by (I have been here before a pattern repeats itself) I am going to try and be cool and release what I want
It's funny how we want what we want and ignore what the person we want stuff from gives us as, they give us all that they can in any moment in time.
I realise that though my love may not have conditions it has expectations and I am releasing those conditions to the Universe.
This turn of events produced the following updates on facebook.
I am really feeling it today...so glad to be aware and brave enough to say how I feel.
Trying to hold on to something the way you want it to be is really no point...the more you do so, more what you want eludes you...let it go with love and allow it be all that it is, the release of the tears that come with that are healing. It's sometimes hard to be someone's mummy.
In the accepting it's hard to be someone's mummy, my love and respect goes out to my own...and all the other mummy's.
Saturday 29th Aug 2009
Jade was home we had a small amount of time to talk, she was much more responsive and felt open to me, so I asked if I could give her a hug she refused and I felt hurt. She said sorry and I in an immediate response said it was OK; then I was truthful and said that it was not OK but I would deal with it. Although I was hurt my truth made me feel strong and the pain dispersed and dissolved, in the very action of this I realised I was very proud of Jade for choosing to say no to a hug from me as it was not what she really wanted to do. After all she wants what she wants just like me...it maybe hard 5% of the time to be her mum however I love the fact that she is my daughter and I am proud she chose me.
Facebook update
I am learning to respect that which I am, in respect to that which you are...I love you
Much Love
Claudia xxx
My daughter has been feeling less than happy of late and is choosing to work through it on her own after a particular difficult day I wrote this.
Jade had left when I got home the light was on in the front room and thought she was in. There were dishes in the sink, the hair stuff was where it was left after doing her hair, and there were cups in the front room. As I walked around my mind started to go to how things were today.
Jade barely spoke to me, when she had to I could not hear what she was saying as she was choosing to speak to quietly, it frustrated me but I said nothing, the more I said I could not hear her the quieter she got until she said it did not matter what she was saying.
Facebook update
The familiar call of 'join me in my pain' came today I chose not to respond in my usual way that disregards the persons right to their feelings and my thinking I know best. I let them to be where they chose to be and I did what was best for me...it was not easy
I was worried as it seemed as though she was still there or she left in a hurry
I txt her and told her how I felt and as I typed 'it's hard being your parent from a distance' I realised that I am not carrying out the role the way that I think I should or even want to. I am trying to be the mother I never had, one that was always there to listen, knew when something was up and had arms ready and open to fall into...it hurts that Jade does not want this.
Again I am at that place where I want to be needed, wanted, I want Jade to want to talk to me and she does not, I want her to want me to hold her and she dose not. I see myself in her and in seeing myself in her I want her to want the things I wanted and she does not. It hurts to feel you are not wanted and it makes me want to feel wanted by the very thing that I feel rejected by (I have been here before a pattern repeats itself) I am going to try and be cool and release what I want
It's funny how we want what we want and ignore what the person we want stuff from gives us as, they give us all that they can in any moment in time.
I realise that though my love may not have conditions it has expectations and I am releasing those conditions to the Universe.
This turn of events produced the following updates on facebook.
I am really feeling it today...so glad to be aware and brave enough to say how I feel.
Trying to hold on to something the way you want it to be is really no point...the more you do so, more what you want eludes you...let it go with love and allow it be all that it is, the release of the tears that come with that are healing. It's sometimes hard to be someone's mummy.
In the accepting it's hard to be someone's mummy, my love and respect goes out to my own...and all the other mummy's.
Saturday 29th Aug 2009
Jade was home we had a small amount of time to talk, she was much more responsive and felt open to me, so I asked if I could give her a hug she refused and I felt hurt. She said sorry and I in an immediate response said it was OK; then I was truthful and said that it was not OK but I would deal with it. Although I was hurt my truth made me feel strong and the pain dispersed and dissolved, in the very action of this I realised I was very proud of Jade for choosing to say no to a hug from me as it was not what she really wanted to do. After all she wants what she wants just like me...it maybe hard 5% of the time to be her mum however I love the fact that she is my daughter and I am proud she chose me.
Facebook update
I am learning to respect that which I am, in respect to that which you are...I love you
Much Love
Claudia xxx
Sunday, 30 August 2009
Today's message - 30th August x
The current "theme" is creativity & power, working with the sacral, solar plexus & throat - creativity & power are interlinked we cannot have one without the other. Over the next few days allow your creative expressions to flow forth, in allowing your power to flow your inner & outer worlds will have the opportunity to change its "direction." with Heaven sent Wishes ... M x x
Saturday, 29 August 2009
September Calender
Dearest Friends,
I pray our September calender finds you well. Our monthly newsletter will return as normal in September. We look forward to sharing the month ahead with you.
With love
Michelle x x
Saturday the 5th of September - Angel Healing sessions with Michelle Roberton - Jones. One - to - One sessions. £25 only. Two appointments left. Please email Michelle to book.
12th & 13th of September - Angel Healers Course with Katie Anne Speed. Staffordshire. Spread over three consecutive months.
12th & 13th September - Angel Readers Course with Wendy Joy Terry. Derbyshire.
12th & 13th September - Angel workshop training with Michelle Roberton - Jones. Join the team & run Sanctuary of Angel workshops.
Sunday 13th September. Create Your Reality Workshop with Laura Brennand. Somerset.
21st - 26th September. Six day Healers Course with Rachel Upton. Hindhead. Surrey.
26th & 27th September. New two day workshop. Divine Connections with Michelle Roberton - Jones in West Sussex OR with Katie Anne Speed in Staffordshire.
All bookings received before the 5th of September will receive a free Angel reading from Michelle or Katie.
End of Summer sale - 20% off any Angel CD, book or deck of cards created with Michelle. Sale ends 12th September.
For all workshop, course details & payment plans offered please visit our website.
I pray our September calender finds you well. Our monthly newsletter will return as normal in September. We look forward to sharing the month ahead with you.
With love
Michelle x x
Saturday the 5th of September - Angel Healing sessions with Michelle Roberton - Jones. One - to - One sessions. £25 only. Two appointments left. Please email Michelle to book.
12th & 13th of September - Angel Healers Course with Katie Anne Speed. Staffordshire. Spread over three consecutive months.
12th & 13th September - Angel Readers Course with Wendy Joy Terry. Derbyshire.
12th & 13th September - Angel workshop training with Michelle Roberton - Jones. Join the team & run Sanctuary of Angel workshops.
Sunday 13th September. Create Your Reality Workshop with Laura Brennand. Somerset.
21st - 26th September. Six day Healers Course with Rachel Upton. Hindhead. Surrey.
26th & 27th September. New two day workshop. Divine Connections with Michelle Roberton - Jones in West Sussex OR with Katie Anne Speed in Staffordshire.
All bookings received before the 5th of September will receive a free Angel reading from Michelle or Katie.
End of Summer sale - 20% off any Angel CD, book or deck of cards created with Michelle. Sale ends 12th September.
For all workshop, course details & payment plans offered please visit our website.
Know your thoughts x
We can get so use to our thoughts that awareness of them can be vague, missing how they are stuck in old habitual patterns, most of which don’t serve us well. Taking time to write in your own special journal, capturing your thoughts on paper helps you to create clarity.
The mind is but a tool, with practice we can take control of it so we can use it to our best advantage.
"The greatest discovery of my generation is that man can alter his life simply by altering his attitude of mind." -- William James
With Love Katie x x
The mind is but a tool, with practice we can take control of it so we can use it to our best advantage.
"The greatest discovery of my generation is that man can alter his life simply by altering his attitude of mind." -- William James
With Love Katie x x
Friday, 28 August 2009
Todays angelic message x
Beloved,
We ask that you stay open to our love. We see that many of you hold traces of sadness. Come, let us help you to heal and once again align you with your truth. Let go of what was and allow what is, release resistance and allow your sweet selves to be all that you are, and allow your potential to shine.
Channelled by Katie x x
We ask that you stay open to our love. We see that many of you hold traces of sadness. Come, let us help you to heal and once again align you with your truth. Let go of what was and allow what is, release resistance and allow your sweet selves to be all that you are, and allow your potential to shine.
Channelled by Katie x x
Thursday, 27 August 2009
Food for the soul ...
How easily we forget the simple things in life not only for ourselves but those around us & our children - filling their lives with things to do rather than teaching them just to be.Went to the PYO farm today & had the best time ever, came ho...me full & sticky! We all made a crumble together, even my 18 year old ... Harrison's secret ingredient was "love" bless him - Our day has been food for the soul. Michelle x xRead more
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