I have been lying here, trying to make some sense of this cloud of loss & physical pain. Some understanding that will allow my acceptance to release this inner mantra why me?
I am being shown the sun, its unconditional warmth & radiance expanding outwards touching.
This is my heart when I am with you, signing of sunbeams & love
But the sun keeps shining, no matter what. Regardless of whether the flower can see her or receive her love she simply shines. There is no judgement on the flower. The flower can only be what it is, can only give what it can receive & holds within maybe it is not full yet. Maybe it has not accepted its own beauty & so shies away from the sun. But the sun keeps shining no matter what.
If I am truly love. If I love you as the sun than I must keep shining, keep loving.
For without the sun the flower will not grow & without the flower the sun will have nowhere to shine.
I must accept what the flower IS. What the flower has within to give & even though it may hurt that the eyes that look at the sun, squint & cannot see that does not alter it s beauty, it s love, it s shining.
In my love for you, you are free to grow in all your magnificence.
Be what you choose to be.
I am open to receive only that which you can give.
No limits, no egotistical drama. No more demands.
Simply shining.
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