Friday, 1 May 2009

Dipped my toe in

I’ve been considering as to why I hardly ever post on out lovely forum or blog here, yet always pop on to see if anyone else has. I enjoy sharing with you the channelled messages that come through, but when it comes to what I have to say I can sometimes hold back. I know it’s a fear, fear of not being enough, having anything worth saying or sounding a little silly. Oh well, i guess its one that we can all feel at times.
I know that if I stay in this space of ‘unspoken words’ I’ll continue to feel an unworthiness within myself, freedom from such thoughts goes hand in hand with dipping my toe in. In truth, whatever we have to say is worth listening to, or reading xx

It makes me smile that I can find this a challenge, as I love the courses and workshops and feel very comfortable holding them.
So I’m showing myself the same respect I show others, and feeling worthy enough to simple share. After all, it’s so important to walk my talk with grace. When it comes to posting here, the angel have said 'if not now, then when?’

With Love
Katie x x



After first posting the above on our very beautiful Sanctuary of Angels forum, i've welcomed waves of energy into my life, thank you beloved!!
So greatful i dipped my toe in, loving the many forms of abundance.




Thank you beautiful angels, for my wonderful week so far, full of delicious surprises and opportunities. It really has been wonderful, all because I looked at myself with new eyes and ‘got out of my own way’ x

I was brave enough to peep under the allusions that said I was worth very much. I was seeing what I perceived as faults in me, and for a time believed it…du du duuur (cue scary music) I feel that it’s ok to feel like this, as it can be helpful to listen to the little voice that believes it, only so that it can be held in love and transformed into truth. Listening and believing it can be a very painful place to be. Of course I am enough, I’m not dumpy, ugly and of little value. It was the old me, parts of myself popping up for me to notice and take care of. Not to wallow in and to take on as my identity. I see myself, know myself so much more than I did was I was younger, ok so I’m only 30 but still have trouble getting served a bottle of red.

Feeling so much lighter within myself freer, and don’t mind sharing how cluttered was feeling at all.

With Love
Katie x x

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