Sunday, 10 May 2009

Rookie mistake

I woke up with the alarm yesterday morning, to get ready for an appointment, finally following the angels advice. As I was getting ready, I was very aware that I was feeling…well cranky. I didn’t have time to sit with it and see why, instead left for my treatment, as I **need a little help letting go.**

I arrived and let the desk know that I was ready and took a seat, flicking through a pamphlet of all the treatments available. Time passed, an extra flicker of impatience coupled with some unkind thoughts ‘put too much weight on, clothes tight.. blurr’. Not helpful! Separating myself from the crankiness, (now’s not the time x) ‘holding’ it to my heart a welcome wash of peace flowed over me. A little over an hour, still all lovely and relaxed, and a trip to the desk, the therapist arrived and we were ready.

Leaving the house with the muffled anger seems to have caused a situation that could have easily escalated my feeling. Must admit that I was slightly impressed by the short space of time it manifested. A very clear reminded to watch my thoughts and feeling as they’re having instant results. The creakiness and anger kept coming back and left me with an uncomfortable feeling all day.

Later that evening, I sat for a very welcome meditation, a place to simply be. A chime of laughter as the angels reminded me that it was a full moon and I was wearing a moonstone necklace! Not suspired I was angry|! Full moon and moonstone, what a combination of energies. Rookie mistake! I joined in the laughter, I hadn’t done that in years. It had intensified my focusing on my body with constant un-acceptance and getting very impatient with me. It is clearly a time of self acceptance, the energies only highlighted where I am with my emotions, what I need to work with. So easy for me to accept others, time for my acceptance wrap around me too.

With Love
Katie x x

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