Today is beautiful, lovely and warm-yet my heart sinks at the thought of my disappointments-I meditated today and the Angels told me I am 'fed up' so to speak with my responsibilities-I have had them for so long-yet I choose them so why the moaning-last week I had to go to hospital with my 11 year old son-it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do with no one there for support-to watch the fear in his eyes as he went under then being externally thankful that he had woke up and I was there for him. In my meditation one Angel took my hand and brought me to my son my 'responsibility'and we embraced. I suppose the anger came from wanting a better life for him and I had set the plans in motion only for them to go backwards yesterday-As Michelle says everything in 'Divine Timing'-I have no patience at times-which is driven by fear. Fear of not being enough, of there not being enough, of life being boring, of not giving my son enough and the list goes on. I feel stuck, like a child in a the birth canal-I feel I need reborn-only I can do this-to enjoy the wonderful summer I can have with my responsiblities if I choose.
Angel Blessings
Mags
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